I have decided to take a hiatus from Red Alert 1.
I do not feel like my efforts and hard work to help this game and our community are appreciated. I would rather spend my time helping people more deserving. I am constantly undermined eg "I won't stream FOR crush". Idiot you are streaming to help the game not for me. I do not benefit financially or otherwise whether you stream or not. People are too petty to put personal differences aside for the good of the game and I am sick of it. I will not donate any more time to helping this cause anymore. The same people who diss LCS spend 4 hours watching it every week.
The game also has a net negative impact on my life. It was a great way to pass the time during the long coronavirus lockdown of the last year. However I completely lost the passion since returning to normal life 3 weeks ago. I was hoping to play one final match as a "farewell" but I have realised it is not worth the energy or disrespect I receive after some comments from a few players. I just decided it is not worth it. Even if by some miracle I would have been able to win it would have forced me to play another match the following week(s) and I have zero interest or drive to do that. I really overplayed Red Alert during corona lockdown and now I would rather make better to use of my now limited free time.
I have given control of the LCS series to Blitz so he should be contacted regarding its organisation going forward. I wish it every success.
You can still read my historical blogs and view my YouTube content.
Thank you to everyone who supported my efforts and I wish you continued success in helping grow this game.